Date: Saturday, August 15, 2009

damn this feelin. i hate it. i'm so confused now...

blurr-s

Remember the bubblegum thing? I didn't finish it yet. I just chewed one. And i can't chew some more. I'll just cry...

"Chew the gum and don't cry :) 잘짜."

"If i chew the gum, maybe every chew, i'll just think of our memories. Hehe. Do you know, i got fever because of your cigars? Heavy smoker. T_T Find other girlfriend who can make you stop. If she made you stop, she'll become my idol. ㅋㅋ Because she's good. And find someone who'll listen to you always and who will not call you a cheater. Find someone better than me. ok? Better not worse. I'll spank you! K k . Sweet dreams. 잘짜~"

"No one is better than you.."

"Do you know? Every night, our memories are tearing me. Our memories are hurting me. I'm trying to forget about them. But if i forget about them, i'll get more pain. I don't know what to do. Sorry if i'm like this..."

"Can i ask something?"

"Sure."

"Did you forget all your memories with me?"

"No."

"But you don't miss me. Right?"

"I miss everything we did together."

"Will you try to forget the memories with me?"

"It's so difficult. But for my jagi, i must try. Sorry.."

"Don't say sorry. That's my fault because i made you misunderstand."

"But it's my fault too because i never listen."

"Because i wasn't good"

"You are the best."

"Don't say like that. Many boys are better than me. And if you say something like that, i'll miss you more."

"You always make me cry."

"Don't cry. You have bf. He's good :)"

"...i'll just look for you in the future.if you don't want me to see you. then hide. haha"

"why will you look for me?"

"I don't know. I just want. I'll go to your wedding day."

"I won't marry."

"Why not?"

"Secret. :)"


...You told me before. If it won't be me, then you won't marry. Is that the reason why?

Signing Off~