What Else Matters?

우ㅏ우.

2010-07-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

안녕............................

chen! -____________________________________-

미안해......................

미안해...........

내 bestfriend, 미안해.......................

:)

2009-11-01T03:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
^~^

:)

2009-10-25T06:23:00.000-07:00

344days!★

사랑해요

you

2009-10-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

i love you
사랑해

MAPEH

2009-10-09T07:53:00.000-07:00

ㅋㅋㅋ

나만.

2009-10-09T07:28:00.000-07:00

신지웅의 only love.

나!~ 희진만.

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2009-10-08T01:05:00.000-07:00

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VAIN

2009-10-03T21:34:00.000-07:00

what is love?

2009-10-03T20:49:00.000-07:00

What does love mean?
사랑이 뭐라고 생각하니?

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on
shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
사랑이란, 한 소녀가 향수를 바르고, 또 한 소년이 에프터
쉐이브를 바른후 만나서 서로의 향기를 맡는거에요.
- Karl - age 5

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but
you don't yell at them because you know
it would hurt their feelings."
사랑이란 누가 나에게 상처주는 말을 하거나 날 아프게 해서
내가 너무나 화가 나도 그 사람에게 소리를 지르지 않는거에요.
왜냐하면 내가 그러면 그사람 기분이 나빠질테니까요.
- Samantha - age 6

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and
she takes a sip before giving it to him,
to make sure the taste is OK."
사랑이란 엄마가 아빠를 위해 커피를 끓인후,
아빠에게 드리기 전에 맛이 괜찮은지 한모금 맛을 보는거에요.
- Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get
tired of kissing, you still want to be together and
you talk more. My mommy and Daddy are like that. They
look gross when they kiss."
사랑이란, 항상 키스를 하는거에요.
그리고 키스하는게 지겨워져도 아직도 함께 있고 싶고 얘기를
나누고 싶어하는거죠. 우리 엄마 아빠가 그래요.
그들이 키스하는거 보면 진짜 징그러워요.
-Emily - age 8

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt,
then he wears it everyday."
사랑이란 어떤 남자아이에게 너의 셔츠가 이쁘다고
말했을때 그가 그 셔츠를 매일 입고 오는거에요.
- Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who
are still friends even after they know each other so well."
사랑이란, 서로에 대해 너무나 많은걸 알게 된 후에도
아직도 친구인 노여인과 노인 같은거에요.
-Tommy - age 6

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."
사랑이란, 엄마가 아빠에게 닭고기를 주실때 그중
제일 맛있는 걸 골라 주시는거에요.
- Elaine-age 5

"Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and
still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
사랑이란, 엄마가 아무리 아빠가 땀냄새가 나도 로버트
레드포드 보다 더 잘 생겼다고 말해주는 거에요.
- Chris - age 8

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you
left him alone all day."
사랑이란, 우리 강아지가 나를 핥아대는거에요, 하루종일 혼자
집에 내버려 두었는데도 말이죠.
- Mary Ann - age 4

Love is what makes you smile when you are tired
사랑이란, 내가 피곤할 때 나를 미소짓게 하는 거예요
- HeeJin - age 14

46 Rules That Guys Wish Girls Knew

2009-10-02T01:58:00.000-07:00

1. If you think you are fat, you probably are. Do not ask us. We refuse to answer.
2. Learn to work the toilet seat. If it's up, put it down.
3. Do not cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then, you are stuck with her.
4. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect gift yet again!
5. If you ask a question you don't want the answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.
6. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it.
7. Do not ask us what we are thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as navel lint, the shotgun formation, or monster trucks.
8. Sunday=Sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
9. Shopping is not a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way.10. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really.
11. You have enough clothes.
12. You have too many shoes.
13. Crying is blackmail.
14. Your ex-boyfriend is an idiot.
15. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work. Strong hints do not work. Obvious hints do not work. Just say it!
16. No we do not know what day it is. We never will. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
17. Yes, peeing standing up is harder. We are bound to miss sometimes.
18. Most guys own three pairs of shoes. What makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress.
19. Yes and no are perfectly good answers to almost every question.
20. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That is what we do. Sympathy is what girlfriends are for.
21. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. Go see a doctor.
22. Foreign films are for foreigners.
23. Check your oil.
24. Do not fake it. We would rather be ineffective than deceived.
25. It is neither in your best interest nor ours to take the quiz together.
26. No, it does not matter which quiz.
27. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. All comments become null and void after 7 days.
28. If you won't dress up like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys.
29. If something we said can be interpreted in two ways, and one of the ways makes you angry or sad, we meant the other.
30. Let us ogle. We are going to look anyway. It is genetic.
31. Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.
32. You can either ask us to do something OR tell us how you want it done, not both.
33. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during the commercials.
34. Christopher Columbus did not need directions, neither do we.
35. Women wearing Wonderbras and low-cut blouses lose their right to complain about having their boobs stared at.
36. More women should were Wonderbras and low-cut blouses. We like staring at boobs.
37. The relationship is never going to be like it was the first two months we were going out.
38. ALL men see only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach is a fruit, not a color.
39. Pumpkin is also a fruit.
40. If it itches, it will be scratched.
41. Beer is as exciting for us as handbags are for you.
42. If it is OUR house, I do not understand why MY stuff gets thrown in the closet/attic/basement.
43. We are not mind readers and we never will be. Our lack of mind-reading ability is not proof of how little we care about you.
44. If we ask what is wrong and you say, "Nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
45. If we hear from an old girlfriend, we will briefly fantasize about having sex with her. But do not worry; the fantasy includes you AND her together.
46. What the hell is a doily?

Dreams, Wishes, and Tears

2009-09-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

Dreams, Wishes, and Tears
by: Sir Shotgun

If dreams were given to a lonely man
and a lonely man's dreams came true,
I'd force myself to sleep all the time
just so I could dream of you

If wishes were given to a lonely man
and I was given just two,
I'd wish for you to always love me
and the other I'd give to you

If my tears could write a love song
I'd write a love song for you,
It would explain just how I feel inside
and how much I love you too

But, dreams are only dreams
and wishes seldom come true,
My tears can't write a love song,
but when they fall, they fall for you

SOOO SWEET.;)

the day before yesterday

2009-09-21T05:19:00.000-07:00

NATHAN'S 7th Birthday!!!
:):):):):)

Nathan is ariana's cousin.
He's adorable. ㅋㅋ
And an english speaking kid
so we understand each other.
HAHA!

His party was so cool.
Theme: Cars.

I

cuppycake.

II

glitter tatoo

III

ariana, kuya migs, heejin

IV

CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN!! *super loved*

V

BEE && Me

I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!! :)
and i didn't feel OP.HAH!

:)

2009-09-20T23:04:00.000-07:00

hello i'm back.
and i dont think my new skin is nice.
HAH!

i dun feel like blogging.
cos i cant think of anythng to blog.

INSPIRATION, please?

insert title here

2009-09-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

UNTITLED
by: Mark Julian Villa

I am here again
In this empty place
Where loneliness is found
Somebody help me out
In this life full of regrets

Tonight, I feel alonE
Somebody show me some care
I'm gonna make my mistakes alright
Somebody show me some love
To escape this world full of ~~regrets~~darkness

Sadness
Is this what my life is all about?
Can you help me out?

I see people,
I tried to speak to them
but nobody listened
What's the matter?

I've seen it before but not like this
I'm feeling desperate

It's such a disaster
A slap to my face
When all i ever wished is to be loved by you

~~Until my last breathe~~Though I think
~~I swear to myself,~~you hate me,
~~It would me you~~I will always love you~

♥♥♥

Nah. Didn't get it from he internet. My classmate made it himself. Haa. So emo. Never thought that he would me so poetic. This was his entry for the school's english club audition.

Dangg. Look at what love does to people. HAHA.~

burns;goldsmith;blake;wordsworth;RANDOM

랜돔.♥

2009-09-08T03:25:00.000-07:00

La Cha La Cha TaTa

안녕하세요!!~

Can't think of anything to blog.
Imma talk about random stuffs and post some pictures.

---------

♥

I bought this. And this bunny has a partner. It's with 내사랑. ♥

♥♥

KTV! We dated. 090709. And ordered that clubhouse sandwich. Plus 9 KitKat-s and Pringles. :D

Went to abucay. Lois Anne's Birthday Celebration. I asked 내사랑 to come wit me. Forced him. He doesn't want but i want. I'm the BOSS. So he followed.

♥♥♥

(SAYS: Hello Kim Beom SunBae!)

TODAY! 진짜 심심햇어.ㅡOㅡ
김범 선배 is Lee Ji Hyung / James. 엉. 내오빠.

He said he looks like Kim Beom/Kim Bum.Aigo!

craving.

2009-09-05T07:07:00.000-07:00

AH!!!

i want this right now, seriously.

{♥}

to every guy

2009-09-04T05:11:00.000-07:00

Grabbed from Mommy Yllaine :)

♥♥♥

To every guy that has said, "You're beautiful."

To every guy that has said, "Sex CAN wait."

To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.

To every guy that gives flowers and a card.

To every guy who has given her flowers just because.

To every guy that said he would die for her.

To every guy that really would.

To every guy that did what she wanted to do.

To every guy that cried in front of her.

To every guy that she cried in front of.

To every guy that holds hands with her.

To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

To every guy that calls(or texts) to make sure she got home safe.

To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.

To every guy that would give his seat up.

To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

To every guy who told his secrets to her.

To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.

To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

To every guy that believed in her dreams.

To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.

To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

To every guy that walked her to her house.

To every guy that gave his heart.

To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he is not with her.

To every guy who is willing to wait for years just to prove his love for her.

To every guy who still prioritizes God instead of making the girl as the sun of his life.

♥♥♥

let's skip the crying part.
i don't want him to see me crying.
it will just make him think that
he isn't good enough for me.

and let's skip the part about flowers.
'cos i dont like to bring flowers at home.ㅋ
i dunno. i'm shy.ㅋㅋㅋ

anyway, i love you much.

out!~

2009-08-28T04:42:00.000-07:00

EXAMS.

i'll be out. AH!
i'm out of money. broke.
and my nail colors are still the same.
BLUE AND GREEN.
and my fingers are french tipped

i have bangs.
and i hate acne and scars on my face.
cos it sucks a lot.

i hafta get tall.

and i just wanna apologize for wasting your time.
cos this post is useless.

vain

2009-08-27T04:54:00.000-07:00

LALALA. School's "araw ng wika" celebration. hihee.

I

권희 oppa wore filipino attire too.ㅋㅋ 미첫다!~
Mine was very itchy,gaahh. >_<

II

Anyway. Every time i curl my hair, unusual stuufffss happen. And i won't blog about it. LAZY!

III

It's so hot in the PHILIPPINES!

IV

-IN THE TRICYCLE.

V

Do you know what tricycle is?

-there's a lot here in Bataan. THEY'RE EVERYWHERE!

VI

-MOVIE HOUSE. double date ♥

Love,

희진.
{♥.♥}

hold me.

2009-08-25T06:23:00.000-07:00

내사랑아. 사랑해요!!~

i chose you.
let's be happy together again.
영원히.
and take care of me.
평생.

약속?

♥

2009-08-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

들어본말 들어보지않은말

♥♥♥

이쁘다

귀엽다

매력있다

섹시하다

몸매가좋다

머리가길다

머리가짧다

담배좀끈어라

이상하다

부모님성함이뭐니

옷못입는다

옷잘입는다

돈좀빌려줘

컴퓨터그만해

나랑만나자

사귀자

헤어지자

꼴도보기싫다

비호감

무개념

호감

개념

키가크다

누가너소개시켜달래

키가작다

늙어보인다

젊어보인다

나이가많다

능력도좋다

착하다

나쁘다

미쳤다

싫다

좋다

공주병

나좋아하는사람생겼어

왕자병

자뻑심하다

무뚝뚝하다

나좀이어줘라

애교가많다

애교가없다

차갑다

인생그렇게사냐

싸가지없다

따뜻하다

많이웃는다

술마시자

담배피자

생일선물좀줘

고마워

미안해

내가쫌

축하해

청소해

운동잘한다

잘생겼다

쌩까자

걸레

음치

공부좀해

노래잘불른다

공부포기해

학교다니지마

알바다녀

글잘쓴다

글못쓴다

질렸어

얼굴못생겼다

찌질이

날라리

꺼져

양아치

변태

싸이코

화내지마

참아

드럽다

쫌씻어라

가출하자

깝치지마

욕

배고프다

나이트갈래?

가정교육똑바로받어

용돈없다

기달려

울지마

밥사줄께

놀자

술사줘

게임하자

밥사줘

피부좋다

피부나쁘다

웃는게이쁘다

꾸미지말아라

4차원

돈좀갚아

장애인

♥♥♥

why me?

2009-08-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

Patty Perry thought of something, well let's say it's pretty cool and weird at the same time.

"Ji Woong is like a sound wave. Gwon Hui is the medium. And you are the listener"
-dang, Physics!! My love story is physics related :))

I know exactly what Patty Perry means. HAHA

Well, a sound wave needs a medium for us, listeners, to hear it.
As for Ji Woong, my EX, he needs Gwon Hui first. Without Gwon Hui, he won't speak!!!! And i won't be able to hear him. *drumroll* So that's my ex. -_-

♥♥♥

Mkkay. Another. Chelsi Mishy asked me to read the lyrics of Torn Between Two Lovers by Mary MacGregor.

Baang. Hit Me. The song is for me! 2nd STANZA:

There's been another man that I've needed and I've loved
But that doesn't mean I love you less
And he knows you can't possess me and he knows he never will
There's just this empty place inside of me that only he can fill

HAHA! How come i can relate to lotsa love songs?

Torn between two lovers, feelin' like a fool
Lovin' both of you is breakin' all the rules

LOVE119

2009-08-21T18:09:00.000-07:00

LOVE119 - K.Will
english♥translation

In korea, 119 is the korean version of 911. :D
So, it's like.. LOVE911

Haa. This must be his song for me.
Sweet,eh?

♥♥♥

(even though my heart, my love seems like it's going to stop)

i'm sick now. i have a fever. i cant even breathe.
my bruised heart is calling only your name
i can't believe that it's over
i cant give a girl like you to someone else
my love can't rest a day,
my heart can't beat without you
what could i do without you?
i can't believe that it's over
i can never let you go,
that's why you go to know:
i want love until i collapse from exhaustion
please, just love me now
my only girlfriend, let's begin
let's start again, 'till the end

* i love you, even as time goes by
i love you, even if the world changes
no one can replace you, even you know that
my love can't rest a day
i can't live a moment without you
i can breathe only if you're with me
i love you forever and ever

P-L-E-A-S-E
my love is an emergency
come back to me, give me one more chance to me
we're inseparable, meant to be
(x2)

please just choose me, make it hot
so that our love can burn
it's better for me to stop smoking than to not see you
please, just love me now
my only girlfriend, let's begin
let's start again, 'till the end

*

even though my heart feels like it's going to stop (x2)
my love for you is still the same (x2)

thank you, for loving me
thank you, for making me laugh

(내 심장이 내 사랑이 멈출 것 같아도)

the words i say not with my eyes, but with my heart
i'll love you forever, even if ten years pass by
like a star that lights up your night
even if i were to be born again
i'll only love you, like this ~

back back, i want it back
protect this love that'll become my strength
you you you got to know
i only want you, i need your love

old

2009-08-20T04:26:00.000-07:00

OLD STUFFS:

♥♥♥

Ex + Me = ♥. POPO PICTURE. Around december or november 08, i think? OhGod, LOOK AT MY HAIR??? >_< I look so old.

Portrait! EX drew this. Isn't he good, eh? Maybe for you not, but for me. Bravahhh!^^

Ex. HEHE. This is my EX. The guy i mentioned a thousand times here in my blog. Tired of reading about him? Just tell me, 'kay? -_-

...this one's my fave. Most fave. Very Fave.

How does it feel to know that you've taken someone's smile?

past

2009-08-19T03:57:00.000-07:00

I was with my EX today. 행복해...

Just Like Old Times... ♥ ♥

Walked together.
Sat down beside each other.
Talked about college stuffs.
He smoked again.
Well, dunt have the right to scold him. >_<
Listened to music.
Lied on his arms.
Held Hands.
Arms crossed together.
Laughed at stuffs.
Arms crossed.
Cuddled.
HE SANG! :D
Touched My hair.
Kissed my head.
Looked at each other.
Lied on my shoulder.
Went to the city.
Shopped Together.
Scolded me for choosing shoes wit heels.
He picked what shoes to buy.
Slept on my shoulders for awhile.
Talked about future stuffs.
뽀뽀.

his super love - malboro red

~~I CHEATED TODAY,omooo.~~

i feel guilty.
sorry...
i missed him.
♥

self-ishh

2009-08-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

HA! Damn so confused.
never let me go, please?

will you marry me?

2009-08-17T06:09:00.000-07:00

바보야!!!
STUPID!

You wanna see my fave gum? HERE:

부푸러!! / Bu Pu Reo.

Okay, EX stuffs:

"i don't know why. but you are always in my dream. then in my dream, you are still my girlfriend. T T but when i woke up, it's not true..."

"i was loving you very much and i was planning for our future. for our house with many stars and for our life. and that time, i was designing our house with many stars. but that's useless now..."

"WILL YOU MARRY ME?..."

Yes...

i miss you

2009-08-15T01:48:00.000-07:00

damn this feelin. i hate it. i'm so confused now...

blurr-s

Remember the bubblegum thing? I didn't finish it yet. I just chewed one. And i can't chew some more. I'll just cry...

"Chew the gum and don't cry :) 잘짜."

"If i chew the gum, maybe every chew, i'll just think of our memories. Hehe. Do you know, i got fever because of your cigars? Heavy smoker. T_T Find other girlfriend who can make you stop. If she made you stop, she'll become my idol. ㅋㅋ Because she's good. And find someone who'll listen to you always and who will not call you a cheater. Find someone better than me. ok? Better not worse. I'll spank you! K k . Sweet dreams. 잘짜~"

"No one is better than you.."

"Do you know? Every night, our memories are tearing me. Our memories are hurting me. I'm trying to forget about them. But if i forget about them, i'll get more pain. I don't know what to do. Sorry if i'm like this..."

"Can i ask something?"

"Sure."

"Did you forget all your memories with me?"

"No."

"But you don't miss me. Right?"

"I miss everything we did together."

"Will you try to forget the memories with me?"

"It's so difficult. But for my jagi, i must try. Sorry.."

"Don't say sorry. That's my fault because i made you misunderstand."

"But it's my fault too because i never listen."

"Because i wasn't good"

"You are the best."

"Don't say like that. Many boys are better than me. And if you say something like that, i'll miss you more."

"You always make me cry."

"Don't cry. You have bf. He's good :)"

"...i'll just look for you in the future.if you don't want me to see you. then hide. haha"

"why will you look for me?"

"I don't know. I just want. I'll go to your wedding day."

"I won't marry."

"Why not?"

"Secret. :)"

...You told me before. If it won't be me, then you won't marry. Is that the reason why?

regrets...

2009-08-14T04:06:00.000-07:00

AUGUST 14, 2009

1

I curled my hair.:D

2
Ho Min asked a lot of questions to my ja gi. Damn so talkative!!! "hyung! look at your back. who's she?" *well it was me* "hyung.ah, i realized, why do you have almost the same shoes?" blabla...

3
I got headache when we were at the gym cos of the heat. Jagi got worried so he borrowed a fan and started fanning me. Bee too, fanned me. Efforts appreciated.

4
앗싸! FOOR SHARING! :D Lotsa foods. Ate my ice cream fist. Dangg, that was 350php!

5
Ex texted. He asked me if we can talk after class. Said Ok. Got nervous, of course.

6
Didn't eat lunch. Just sat with my Ja Gi and his friends. Let Ja Gi read my ex's text messages. He didn't allow me to meet with EX. He said, maybe he'll just ask me to break up with him. Sought for raj's advice. He said, i better meet with my ex. CLOSURE is important. I said, but ja gi won't allow me!!! Then Raj told Ja gi to allow me. :D

7
Got bored with his friends cos none of them were talking. I asked ja gi to go up with me but he didn't want. I begged him but still NO. Hitted him. And walked away. Maybe he got scared so he followed me. Then there was no one on the corridor, so he 뽀뽀 me. HAHA! LIPS >_< He didn't ask permission!!!!!!!!! Anyway, 081409. Our first kiss.

8
Voted. Made a pyramid out of empty bottles with JP. Almost finish but BANG!!! -_- Cleaned the room. Got pissed cos the peeps were like, they attended a party, spilled some foods then left.

9
Ja Gi texted. He asked me not to meet EX. I texted ex. I said Ja Gi doesn't want me to meet him. But ex said... "But i'm here already. Come here. Please?" Then texted ja gi. Told him that ex said, after meeting ex, he won't disturb me and ja gi anymore...

10
The moment of regrets

*i sat 1.5ft away from ex. he was smoking really hard. waited for him to talk first*

EX: What did your ja gi say?
ME: he doesn't want me to meet you.
EX: Are you angry?
ME: NO

*ex got 3 cigars and started to smoke again*

EX: Do you think i have other gf?
ME: Yes. Park su hee.
EX: Her father owns an internet cafe. Then she saw my password. Then she opened my cyworld and put her pics there. Last time, i got angry at you, right? Because i thought it was you who was changing the settings of my cyworld.

...

EX: Can you understand what i am saying?
ME: yes
EX: Do you believe me?
ME: T. Shirley said, i must believe on whatever you'll say
EX: *with a higher tone of voice* You. I'm asking you if you believe on what am i saying?
ME: I dont know. You became couple, right?
EX: What?How did you know? I told you. She was hacking my cyworld. She was leaving comments on her cyworld using my account.
ME: Okay

*ex got another 2 cigars and started smoking again*

EX: *while covering his eyes* When did....when did you....*sighs*
ME: WHat?
EX: When did you and andy become a couple?
ME: Aug3
EX: Why don't you have date today?
ME: His father doesnt know yet

*stopped talking...after 10mins*

EX:When did you think i have another girlfriend?
ME: July 5
EX: When did we break up?
ME: I dont know
EX: You dont know?

*paused*

EX: Don't you have any questions?
ME: None
EX: Ask me anything, i'll answer...
ME: I have no questions.

*he got another 6 cigars. finished a pack of malboro red*

EX: You can leave now...
*i stood up*
EX: Di ba, you said, you're happy...
ME: Yes...
EX: Oh take this
*gave me my fave bubblegum...*

11
Separated. I felt that it was the time that he let me go. I was almost crying... Reached home. Locked the door and cry. REGRETS, maybe.

12
EX texted...
EX: we're friends now.right?
ME: okay..
EX: I know it's your fave bubble gum so i gave you one..
ME: I'll just keep it. Maybe i'll just cry if i'll eat it.
EX: Eat and don't cry :) I'll give you more if you want..:)
...
EX: 진. DOn't cry. OK?
ME: how did you know i'm crying? you're crying too?ㅋㅋㅋ
EX: Maybe...

---

Aww. I'm so upset today. Like full of regrets. But i have ja gi now...
EX was just too late. I know, he was sincere cos i was there with him and i saw sincerity in his eyes.
He set me free, now... He let me go. It just hurts *emo-ish but truee...*

Can you feel my pain? Or do you want me to call you and cry so you can?

...

2009-08-13T02:52:00.000-07:00

What is your current obsession?
Uh. HandBags, Earrings, Headbands and Hair Clips. I have lots of them.

What is your weirdest obsession?
MICKEY MOUSE.I have no idea why. REALLY. All i know is i'm in ♥_♥ with MICKEY MOUSE

What are you wearing today?
White shirt and shorts

What’s for dinner?
I have no idea. -_-

What would you eat for your last meal?
Pizza and iced tea.

What’s the last thing you bought?
Nail polish. Colored orange. :D

What are you listening to right now?
Wish Ur My Love - T. Max

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Korea, New York, Paris and Japan. SHOPPING, baby.

Which language do you want to learn?
French. HAHA

What’s your favourite quote (for now)?
True love is night jasmine, a diamond in darkness, the heartbeat no cardiologist has ever heard. It is the most common of miracles, fashioned of fleecy clouds -- a handful of stars tossed into the night sky.

What is your favourite colour?
RED!

What is your favourite piece of clothing in your own wardrobe?
That red sporty dress.

What is your dream job?
Barista. HAHA. I wanna learn how to draw an art above a coffee and stuffs

Describe your personal style?
Uh. Not sure but I dun like to look simple.

What’s your favourite tree?
Well. When i was strolling at night along the streets of Baguio City, i passed on a tree which gives off a very good smell at night. AMAZING. Smells so sweet. :">

What are you going to do after this?
Gonna take a bath. I smell *eek*.

What’s your favourite fruit?
Apples. Cherries.

What inspires you?
BEAUTY.

Your favourite books?
Romance and Comedy books.

What delighted you the most today?
HONEY! Well, we were watching a movie at the school library. Blabla. He was sitting on the floor. I was sitting on his chair. Held hands. Arms around me. And stuffs. But no 뽀뽀. >_< Screw the friggin ugly librarian. Anyway, today is LOVE.

By what criteria do you judge a person?
By the way s/he acts whenever i see her/him.

Which person, past or present, would you most like to have a conversation with?
권희. I always miss him, nowadays.

How do you drink your tea?
I don't. HAHA! I put them above my eyes.

friends?

2009-08-12T02:54:00.000-07:00

081109

-saw my EX wearing the shirt i gave him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-_-
-he was like acting so proud, like, "OH look. i'm wearing this shirt today."
-he was smiling at me, said pat. i didn't see that though. i wasn't lookin at him.
-he opened he door for me. >__<
-he asked for my number.
-he texted stuffs but i didn't reply...
1: 희진.i'm shin
2: are you still angry at me?
3: helo?
4. txt me.pls?
5. text me.please?
6. i just want to say sorry. but i didn't have other girlfriend when we were a couple. thats what i want to say. bye. ok. sorry.
-hell.lies.

081209

-went down with chelsi.she entered saturn's room. but pat and i didn't.
-then ezra called. "hey! enter!pasok kayo! tawag kayo ni chelsi!"
-but ja gi wasn't there yet.
-like there were 2 couples inside the room. not me. 'cause he wasn't there yet.
-then i saw dong seng. i thought ja gi won't go to school TT_TT
-saw him afterwards. i sat at the corner.
-then ezra said, "hey.sit there. here's your chair."
-then there were 3 couples in the room.
-ezra and friends left. they went to our room
-then ja gi put his arm around me.nyaha.
-뽀뽀. slight.nyahhaa. 입술. >_<
-and popo again. cheeks. and popo again. and bbye :)
-dismissal. ex texted!
1:good afternoon:)
2: 희진아..i'm not angry at you. T T. can we be friends? please?
*sent to me twice*

didn't reply. anyway, my answer is:

NO

HAPPY

2009-08-10T02:49:00.000-07:00

...enough said
♥_♥

쏘리쏘리

2009-08-10T01:59:00.000-07:00

TO: 자기 <3

aww.i'm ugly today.
sorryyy.
that's why i was hiding all day.
i'm not angry at you.
its cos of acne scars.damnnn...
i miss you too

>__________________<

anyway.peeps told me you're sooo cute. aww
soo true. i knowww.
like when you're smiling.awww.

I ♥ You, maybe.

Oink Oink

2009-08-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

♥_♥

사랑해

2009-08-07T07:55:00.000-07:00

CHANGED SKIN
^------^

Love Today!♥_♥

DSPC paticipants can choose what exam they would like to take each day!! *AND I'M TAKING ADVANTAGE OF IT*

Studied TLE only. Haha. I'm so lazy. Hearing raindrops outside and thinking of stuffs, love stuffs to be specific, made me lazy.

Arrived school. Went to Ja Gi's (Andy) classroom. I sat down on front of the electric fan. It was quite hot cause i was wearing a jacket. Anyway, i was expecting him to sit beside me. HAHA! Predictable. Picture? Here...

- I let him hear my fave song. And it's my bg music right now :)

Then we watched music videos. AH! I chose Mirotic. JAEJOONG! ♥_♥ Ja Gi was singing. Haha!:D

*FAST FORWARD*

Snack time. Aunt Lerie gave us a small cake. Haha. Chelsi, Ariana and I ate it. Not enough!!!!-_- We stayed on front of the bookstore. I was really dizzy. ~~Damnnnitt.~~ So i lied on Chelsi's lap. Ja Gi saw me. He was far from me though. He went to the canteen. I wanted to go there too. But nobody wants to go with me so I said, "who wants to go with me? MY TREAT!!" They were like, are you serious?? HAHA.

Talked with Ja Gi's friends. Then they were making Ja Gi jealous. HAHA! Ezra even put his arm on my shoulder. Jagi was like, "HEY!!!!!!!!" HAHA. FUNNY! Ja Gi sat beside me. He borrowed my phone. Checked my inbox (he doesnt need to worry. my ex and i arent texting each other anymore. ENEMIES. haha) Checked my gallery. (Omooo. i saved one picture of my ex and I.) Anyway...

-HAHA. By chelsi.:P Look oh. 2 couples. HAHA.:) Pair of lovers and a couple. HAHA

"Hey, i'll spank Andy if you won't treat me. Will you treat me?" Ezra said. HAHA! "I don't care", i replied. HAHA! I was craving for lollipop so... "Ja Gi Ya! Lollipop.-_-" Then he bought one for me. :) 그냥. :D "When is your monthsary?" Javyee asked. Noone replied. We just smiled. Javyee was like, "Hay ang hirap kausap ng dalawang 'to" Then Ariana went near us. She said, "picture!" Then Ja Gi put his arm on my shoulder. >______________<

-SHY!-_- Everyone was looking. >_________<

Uhuh. Uhuh. Uhuh. I dunno what to feel. :">
All i know is that, i'm so happy today. I'm really happy.
Thank You Ja Gi ^----------^
진짜 고마워.

'cause every little thing you do makes me fall in love with you
♥_♥

♥_♥

2009-08-04T23:22:00.000-07:00

HarHar!
yesterday was FUN!!

August four. Awww. 2nd day of being a couple haha. ♥_♥

Lunch Time:
~ivana, ariana and i ate lunch with our classmates. we left the canteen first. stayed downstairs. read the bulletin. ezra called my name. then i looked back. i saw him with 자기 (andy). ezra said, "희진! said andy he wants a date.". i hid. hahaha!~ but they went near us. ariana talked with 자기. i walked away. 자기 followed. he stayed beside me. then put his arm on my shoulder ♥_♥ ♥_♥ ♥_♥. the peeps around us were like "Yihee! ♥_♥"

~then we went upstairs. ariana invited andy to go with us. she said, "hey! go with us!". i was like, "ah! hatee youu bee >_<". then i saw 명성 (자기's brother). i stayed away. 자기 asked my friends to keep silent. Reached the 3rd floor. Saw my EX!!!!! I ran away!!!! HAHA! 명성 asked 자기 why was he on the 3rdflr. Then 자기 stayed n front of our classroom. My ex still didn't enter his classroom. He was watching us.>_<

~ I entered our classroom. I was like.."Arghh. My ex is there!!! He's looking at andy and my friends *screams*" O.A. HAHA! I hate it whenever is see him >_<

~Then everyone in the classroom went out. Pen and Cel screamed. "AH! 희진! Yeehheee" They sounded happy. Ex saw and heard their scream. Kaizze talked with 자기. Friends talked with 자기. Still, my ex was watching.

~When ariana was talking with 자기, i panicked. HAHA! The couple thing was suppose to be a secret!!! I asked 자기 to go down. When he went down, my ex entered his classroom already.

and BLABLABLA. ><

SECRETS are not really hard to keep. Well, how come mine is so hard to keep >_<

---

자기야 사랑하고 싶엉. ♥_♥
I love you, not yet. Honestly. I just want to fall in love again. Sorry for being selfish. But i'm gonna teach my heart to love him. I'm afraid to lose him. So i'll own him now. Even if my heart still loves someone else. Like, i still love him 20%? I'll learn to love my 자기. I want to love him. They way he loves me. ♥_♥ It won't be hard. I'm sure.

---

I'm the CHAMPION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Yihoo. I won!I won. Nueva Ecija wait for us.
Harrrharr!!!!!

Happy Birthday 언니 ^^

2009-07-31T07:34:00.000-07:00

PHOTOGRAPHY IS MY GAME

WHAT HAPPENED TODAY:

~went to school around 6:30AM
~worried cos i won't see him >_<
~waited sooo long so i had the chance to see him before the contest
~planned to greet 창현씨 but got shy
~went to his classroom for electric fan
~he touched my face before leaving his classroom
~saw 호민. ahh!!! He's so happy face. :D
~no popo TT_TT
~went to BIS
~team was unprepared for our cheer
~made a cheer on the spot
~ate free snacks burger and juice
~went to the library for the lecture
~took pictures
~paid the beggars 70php >_<
~saw 창현씨 at the public market
~got problem wit vana's film
~went back to BIS a bit worried
~ate lunch
~thought of my essay and title
~the pictures got develop
~saw mine, looked good:D:D:D:D!!!
~saw ivana's. bad.really bad. but fixed it. {how?it's a secret}
~layout
~ours looked good
~wonder why others put decorations?>_< does a Phil. newspaper have butterflies as a border?>_<
~stranger asked whats my category (she looked threatened.does my work look good or what?)
~finished on time
~n a hurry to go back to school
~saw their car outside the school
~the peeps inside the service were like "AWW"
~arrived school
~went to chelsi's house
~walked around the subd
~TIRED!!!!!!!!!
~went to the hospital
~went to PLDT
~went to KFC with pat and ariana
~saw ely, ken and francis.:D
~ate with them
~TRIPLE DATE.haha.jokee.:D
~HJ went to KFC
~Kuya Jeno waved hello i was eating without poise.haha. 그냥.
~went back to PLDT
~went to the public market
~saw a large large RAT! big as a CAT! T_T
~went back home :D

ANYWAY!!!!!!!:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:D:D:D

Weirdo.

2009-07-30T06:00:00.000-07:00

Bluhbluh. Should i answer him or not? Doubts.

Well, didn't blog for a long time -_-
Anyway, today is a sooper random dayyy.

And the highlights:

~창현씨 talked with me today. >_< so shyyy.
it's my 자기's dad. omygoodd.

~자기 didn't talk to me today. And no popo too. I feel bad. Maybe i'll lose tomorrow. T_T *uninspired*

~호민 told my friends what "자기" means. Haaah. *panicking*

~T. Salve told Min that she thinks Min has no *:D:D:D*(SECRET)

호민:있어!!!있어!!!!있어!!*stretching his shirt*
T. Salve: NONE! Look..
호민: 있어!!있어!!있어!!있어!!!!형!!!! >_<
희진: ㅋㅋㅋ 없어!없어!없어!없어!
T. Salve: Ano ibig sabihin ng eopso? *What does eopso mean?*
희진: "wala" *None*
명성: 그래! 없어!ㅋㅋ
T. Salve: Eopso! Eopso!

~ Went out with Pat. Bought a shirt and materials for tomorrow.

~Hate 자기.

~WISH ME LUCK!:D

*random post.for the sake of posting a blog today.not really nice*

Farewell...

2009-07-20T02:32:00.000-07:00

GOOD BYE, my love. :)

hafta move on now, right?
I must face the reality.
A new and better beginning is waiting for me now!
I must not let it wait that long.
It might run away from me. *wink*

FIGHTING!~

10 Tips to Mend Your Broken Heart

2009-07-17T01:33:00.000-07:00

1) Most people are in denial after a break up. They don’t want to admit that it is over because the pain is too intense. But the sooner you accept it, the faster will be the healing process. It is okay to cry and vent out your emotions but then you have to face the reality and move on.

2) You have to practice self-control. Do not sms your boyfriend, sending him blank message or messages like “I miss you.” It will hurt you even more when he doesn’t respond back.

3) Prepare yourself for the future. Be positive and reassure yourself that whatever happens is for the best. You know that you deserve better so don’t brood or sulk. Read an interesting book to distract your mind, watch fun movies, listen to spiritual chants and relax the mind, body and soul.

4) Throw away any mementos that remind you of your boyfriend -cards, stuffed toys, jewelry including emails. They will only make you dwell in the past. When he doesn’t exist in your life so why should the things be around you?

5) Confide in family and friends. Their support will help you through this ordeal.

6) Stop thinking about him and what he would be doing at this time. Avoid going to the places where you both used to sit, chat or hangout. It will only bring back old memories that have no meaning now. Go to new places, learn something new and enrich your life.

7) Change your appearance. Don’t look haggard and depressed to the world. Get a new wardrobe, change your hairstyle, visit a spa and look stylish. The new you will reflect your mindset as well.

8) Avoid jumping into relationships after a break up. It may give you a new high, but it may not always work. Instead, it may make you even more depressed. Enjoy good friendships but don’t get emotionally attached at an early stage.

9) Avoid being bitter and negative. The angry and loathe should slowly be removed otherwise it comes out unconsciously when you are dealing with people in the future.

10) Life is too short so you have to move on to enjoy the rest of it. The one who left you, didn’t deserve you so why should you feel bad. He is the one who couldn’t see the gem that he lost. One day, when he does, he will repent because you have moved on to a better world.

Nuff for that. Lemme Share this:

These are some of the people around me.
Bunch of awesome people.

Me + Random people + ~~The guy who broke my heart~~ + The guy who's mending my heart + A beeyotch like me + Cheerful people + Good advice-rs + Funny people + Shoulders to cry on + Friends faraway + And blablah

♥♥♥

-Insert Title Here.-

2009-07-08T06:22:00.000-07:00

Random day. Arghh. I didn't see Oppa today. ~~My day isn't that complete.~~
Hmmkay. As usual, today's a sunny hotty day. ~~Uncomfortable.~~ Ahh.
I went home late today. Quite late.:D

The Cheater texted me. So what's up with that??

CHEATER: Are you happy now?
*I didn't reply.*
CHEATER: ANSWER ME!
ME: You don't care.
CHEATER: Why are your friends teasing me!
ME: I dont know that.
CHEATER: Wow. You don't know that?
ME: Yes.
CHEATER: Your friends are calling me cheater!
ME: Ah. I don't know that. But I think it's true :)
CHEATER: No. It's not true.
ME: Yes It is.
CHEATER: How did you know?
ME: Because i'm not stupid. I know you have another girl. I won't believe anything you'll say to me anymore. Stop texting me. Bye cheater.
CHEATER: Ok. Think what you want. Bye *sent to me twice*

Omooo. I said that? HAHA!
Well. Bee was the only one who called him cheater.
Not really called. Bee shouted "CHEATER" when she saw him.

Nyahaha! So that's why. When I saw him *after the shouting incident* he looked like he was thinking about something. Something really deep. Anyway. That time. He was so good looking. HAHA! Still good looking for me. Okaaayy. You can pull my hair. My stupid side's speaking again.:))

THE FUNNY PART: It was just bee who teased him. How much more would he react when all of my superfriends tripped on him.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And I Will always Remember you as, you are right now to me
So sleep alone tonight
With no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight
~~How does she feel? How does she kiss?~~
How does she taste while she's on your lips?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*Kaizze recommended this song to me. Well he said I would surely relate to this song*

CHEATERS GO TO HELL

2009-07-06T03:34:00.000-07:00

>.< he was a freakin liar!! mygodd. i can't believe it. he has another girl. fuckin cheater. yeah. i know. he's not worth crying for. nor stuffs like that. can't help but cry. oh ~~poor little girl~~ bein fooled by a CHEATER.

alright.the bright side, i have my friends. they are always my bright side.:) i know it. they can prove it. they sent me lots of touching messages last night which made me feel better.:D

*imma just translate some next time*

First: Gwon Hui Oppa.<3
Why does dong seng want to learn how to punch? Don't punch the wall. You'll just hurt yourself and your mind. Just punch me if you want. It's okay for me.

Second: Julian
Aww. Wag mo na isipin masyado yun. Be thankful nalang na nagkaroon kayo ng magagandang memories and naranasan mo yung sinasabi mong true love. I know. Minahal ka niya. Iyon nga lang, naglast na. But it's okay. Andito naman kami ah! Hehe. And i know, makakamove on ka rin. Alam naman namin na strong ka eh.

Third: Lois Anne
Marami pang iba jan! May right time at may right guy din na darating. Let's just wait. Sarap niya kamong bugbugin! Joke. I love you! Pagkakaalam ko, strong ka eh. You can do it!!

Fourth: Ivana
Uy! Alam mo, may faith ako sa inyong dalawa nun eh. Kasi di ba, parang dream mo siya tapos nakuha mo? Kaya bilib ako sa'yo eh. Hanggang ngayon, hindi ako makapaniwala na ganun ginawa niya, feeling ko, magiging kayo pa rin. Pero kung ano man desisyon mo ngayon, sige lang! Dito lang kami. Sabi daw, BEAUTY IS THE BEST REVENGE. hahaha :) Ikaw lang ang may karapatan na magsabi ng kahit ano sa knya ngaun. Ang massabi ko lang sa ginawa nia, hindi nia alam kung ano ung pinakawalan niya. Magpaganda ka pa lalo! Haha.

Fifth: Peppon

Tindi ata ng problema mo ha. Nagmumura ka pa. Eh bad un pero kung ganun katindi pwede naman. Basta wag ka magalala dahil kung sino man siya at kung nasan siya, kakaramahin un! pag hindi kinarma, ako na bahala dun, hindi mo alam siga na ako ng balanga! Mali pala! Ng BMSi pala. Papabugbog ko lang yun. Haha. Joke lang. Basta, kung ano man mangyari ay lilipas din at marerealize niya na mali siya sa ginawa niya.

Sixth: Macon
Wala lang. Naisip ko lang you kaya tinext kita. Hay. Naranasan ko na rin yan. Kaso hindi ako gnago. Pinaasa ako. Naintndhan ko ung naffeel mo. Iiyak mo muna. Pero wag ka na ulit umiyak pagtapos nun. Kasi wala lang, papangit ka. Hehe. Eto, matino na. Uhm. Wag mo baguhin ung sarili mo dahil lang dun sa nangyari. Iimprove mo dapat sarili mo. Love yourself, you kno! Gnyan gnawa ko! Magpakabusy ka. Tgnan mo ko, masaya na ngayon. Pero ndi maiiwasang malungkot.Magblog ka nang magblog. Enjoy e! Nga pla, isisingit ko, nagimprove na blog ko, tgnan mo ah. Kaso, wla pang matinong post! back to the topic. Uhmm. Un. Magpkasaya ka, kasi ayaw ka nming nllungkot. Maraming nagmmahal sayo, sure yan! Mkkhnap ka rin. Don't close your heart. Ayan Jusko. andami ko n plang nasabi. Basta. Maganda ako. End~

Seventh: Patty
Kung ako sayo,ppasok ako.harapin mo xa. Dpat nga xa mhiya sau noh. Gnago ka nia. Di tama un noh. Dpat tntreat tayo wit respect. Kpag bumalik xa, wag mo na bgyan ng chance. Paulit ulit lang nman eh. O kaya man, pahirapan mo. O kaya nman, sgutin mo agad tpos gaguhin mo din. Naiinis tlga ako sknya, ang kpal ng mukha nia. di nia deserve ung tears mo. Nakkainis tlga xa. Ay nako. Gusto kita iHug eh. Di tama ung gnagawa nia. Tatakan mo nlang siya ng malaking X. Hay nako. Nanggigigil ako ay. Kahapon pa to. Naiinis ako sknya.

Eighth: BEE
Eto lang masasabi ko. La na pala, nsabi na ni Ate Macon. Haha. Pero tama siya. Wag kang matakot magmahal uli. Mas magging strong ka sa nangyaring to. Mas magndang ilabas yang nararamdaman mo sa puso mo. Kesa solohin mo. Dito naman kaming mga kaibigan mo eh. Lam mo namang iba kami magmahal at di ka namin iiwan. Lam kong iba ang saya na nararamdaman mo pag ksma xa, di man namin matumbasan ung sayang un, pangako, paliligayahin ka nmin. Di ka nagiisa. Un lang. Tandaan mo yan. I love you bee. Dito me lagi. Ako pa. Haha. Di na ko mangiiwan. Mahal Kita. :)

Ninth: Chelsi
Someday, you'll forget the pains, who caused the tears and why you cried. You would finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge but letting things unfold in their own ways and that life is simply a blank book. After all, what matters is not the first but the last chapter which shows how well you ran the race. So smile, laugh, forget, believe and love over and over again. Be strong! I know kaya mo yan. When you cry, nakkuha mo attention ng lahat. Lahat kami shocked. Once in a blue moon yata ikaw umiyak! Kaya LAHAT KAMI GALIT SA NAGPAIYAK SAYO. Sabi nga, sa true friends mo daw mararamdaman ung unending love. Kaya cheer up! Di nauubos true friends mo. Stay happy, strong, cheerful, humble and kind as you always are. We love you. Tutulungan ka namin anytime. Ano? Sugod na? Hehe. I love you. :)

Tenth: ATE ISSA
pano ko ba sisimulan to. gusto ko lang sabihin na he's a big fat a** jerk and he should go drown himself and go to hell. wtfudge. bakit hindi ko navibes yun. anywaay, tama na ang bitterness at iyakan, move on na tayo. isipin mo na lang na isa siyang malaking mantsa sa buhay mo. nandito naman kaming mga super friends mo eh, at least kami we're always here, we love you and we will never cheat on you :D ano gusto mo gawin dun sa girl pabarang natin? haha. joke lang. sugurin na natin at pasabugin! what else can i say? ayoko namang magmukhang war freak. basta cherish all the good memories and learn from your and his mistakes. wag magmadali dahil ang mga lalaki, darating yang mga yan. isa lang siyang malaking stopover sa buhay mo. at ngayong under construction ka na, siguruhin mong mahal ang toll fee bago ulit may makadaan sayong bago. nagets mo ba? basta hintayin mo lang yung magfifinal destination sayo :)

Eleventh: KAY2
BEAUTY = Kay2. [Omooo. This was one of the best. Weird tho. It made me laugh.:D]

*stole the pic from macon's blog*

Twelfth : SHEEN ANNE
May advice kami ni Wis para sa'yo. "Kung ano man yang problema mo, massolusyunan mo rin yan!" Odb? Nkatulong talaga yung payo. Ok lang yan. Normal lang yan sa buhay ang pinagddaanan mo ngaun. Wala kang ng maggawa kung ayaw na nia. Just accept it. Oha! Nageenglish pa ko. Lagi mo ttndaan ang cnbi ni T. Mary Ann, "CHEATERS GO TO HELL!" At least kaw, malinis konsensya mo. Di mo xa niloko. Batuhin na natin ng itlog at kamatis yun. Kung gusto mo, samahan na din natin ng kanin para complete meal na dba. Pano ba yan? Pareho tayong heartbroken nagyun. Lalo kitang naiintndhan. Pero at least sasaluhin ka ni ANDY [Gwon Hui Oppa] E ako, WALA (aroo drama). Paunahan mag move on! :D Mauuna ako! :P Don't forget that i'm always here for you and... (drumroll) CUTE AKO!!!! :) Odb. Basta pag sad ka, passiyahin ka namin, xempre ONE BIG PAMILI dba. :D:D Magpaganda ka ng bonggang bongga pra magsisi xa. Mahba-hba na rin to. Haha. Yan lang. Dadating din si Mr. Right someday. Di Ba? BE HAPPY :)

FINALE!: Hans, bestfriend ^^
Ano ba yan. Nsspeechless ako. Kasisimula pa nga lang ng aking mesg. Haha! Tae nman sya. Anung karapatan nia ganunin ka? Gusto mo banatan ko? Ayaaaw. Mas malaki lang sakin yon pero hnd nia ko kaya patumbahin! (Si john lloyd ata to? HAHAHA!) Ano pa, sundin mo nlng dn ung payo ng iba. Magpakabusy ka muna! Mgaral. Dadating nlng sayo ung tamang papa para sayo. Kita mo ko, wala pa din. Awww. Hahaha! Kulamin mo nlng sya. Gawin mong ipis or palaka! Gusto mo, paliitin mo sya, tas itago. Ikulong mo habangbuhay hnggang sumaya ka. Hahahaha. (evil laugh) Pasensya na kung hnd gnun kameaningful tong mesg ko. Nabasa ko ung sa iba e. Mejo mahaba nrn to. Pwd nba to? Haha! Basta nandito lang kami lagi. Yes. Para san pa ang mgkakaibigan kung hnd para mgtulungan lang dn. Odiba? Ayan! Tapos. Ingat lagi.

gravity

2009-07-02T20:22:00.000-07:00

My heart is craving for your love.
Your love only.
What the hell did you do to me?
~~I wanna move on.~~
But i seem can't do it.

Set me free, leave me be.
I ~~don't want~~ to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I STILL LOVE YOU. I surely do.

Friends :)

2009-07-02T01:38:00.000-07:00

WE ALL NEED FRIENDS.

No man is an island. Haha. **A random quote.** Anyways. I have mine.
We call ourselves *drumroll please* Charlie's Angels (July 31, 2008 - ???). Yeehoo. **CLAPS:D

Thanksiee to these guys.Coolest friends everrr.

they're great ya kno.
Heartaches, faiures and other stuffs like that. Whatever problem i have.
They're always there for me. I'm so thankful to have them.
Sad or not, they always find ways to make me laugh.

Well, we're always there for each other.
They may ~~not be purr-fect~~. Don't care. :D

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Letter

2009-07-01T08:05:00.000-07:00

Dear Heart,

How are you? Still beating, huh? Beating for who? HIM? Damn you. Stop. And forget. Just bear in mind that he cheated on you. He likes another girl. Isn't it obvious? So stop. Beat for yourself. Not for another guy. He's not worth fighting for. He acts like he's not important to you. He's useless, ya kno. Bear that in mind. Stop shouting his name, heart. Nothing will happen. Let your love for him die. Die. You can live without him. Remember, he's gone. He's not the one for you. Someone else there is a lot better than him. He'll surely make you happy. Happily beating. So stop acting stupid. Move on. Go.

Love,
Mind

#*#

Dear Mind,

How about you? How are you? Still thinking, huh? Thinking about who? HIM? Damn you, too. We're just the same. Ya sure he cheated? So where's the proof huh? Don't pressure me. Ya kno it's difficult to forget about someone you love for a very long time and treasured the most. I'll stop beating for him once you forget about him. You forget. Not me. I'm just beating. Not thinking. You move. And I'll follow. You're torturing yourself by thinking of him too much. How about him? Is he thinking of you too? I bet, he's not. You bear in mind, to stop thinking about him. And better tell that Someone else to hurry up. Faster. Please. I'm tired of suffering. It's so ~~painful~~.

Love,
Heart

#*#

Damnnitt. What should i do? *TearyEyed*

Love is like glue

2009-07-01T03:38:00.000-07:00

Yeah. I guess.

Love is like a glue.
Well, it works.
It keeps things together.
But not permanently.

What is BEAUTY?

2009-06-26T02:44:00.000-07:00

LEGEND:
Me = HJ
Jiwoong / Him / (future) EX = JW

*****

My teacher told me what happened to her class with JW's class.
Well. They discussed something. It has something to do with BEAUTY.:D

Then my teacher called JW. And asked him to define BEAUTY.

JW wasn't answering. So JW's classmate answered for him.

JW's classmate said..."Teacher, JW said, Beauty is HJ"

Haha. Beauty is ME!!ME.
Omygoddd.

Lalalalove This Day.

Courting.

2009-06-24T18:24:00.000-07:00

ME: No classes :)

JW: Ok :)
GH: Good morning nae dongsaeng...

ME: *for GH but sent to JW's no.* Good morning too nae oppa
ME: wrong send

JW: whatever.
ME: sorry :) i love you
JW: wrong send?
ME: No.
JW: then are you joking me?
ME: neither.
JW: just text your oppa. not me.
ME: but he's busy. and i don't like him.
JW: oh really? how did you know he's busy?
ME: if he's not busy, he'll text very many times.
JW: Ok. Ok.
ME: You think i like him so you're so cold to me?
JW: I don't know. *sent to me twice*
ME: *i didn't reply anymore...*

Oh C'mon. Tell me.
The truth, love.
If you still love me or what.
I miss you so much already.

<3

Past Romance

2009-06-24T02:20:00.000-07:00

Happy Memories.
Unforgettable Memories.
MOST treasured memories.

<3

**clickiee the IMAGE to enlarge.(only if you're curious, of course) ^^

Please be careful with my heart
You can take it just don't break it
Or my world will fall apart

HighLights

2009-06-23T06:35:00.000-07:00

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY.:D

#1

I saw *HIM* at school today.
It was dismissal time.
Anyway. We always see each other.
So that's not the point.

The point is...

He was wearing the shirt i gave him before.
Omooooo.

What does that mean?

#2

It was dismissal time too.:DD
And the candy guy was there.
He was eating lollipop. And he kept on passing on front of me.
*He Knows I WOOOBEEERR SOOPEEER LOVEEE lollipops!!*

I was staring at him.
Anywhere he goes. My eyes were on him.
Then he stared at me too.
I think he knows what's on my mind.:DD

He offered me his lollipop.*a joke of course*
I said no.

Then he gave me 10pesos.
Omooo. My smile.:DDDD I couldn't stop smiling that time.
:DDD

BTW. I didn't buy lollipop.
I kept the money he gave me.LOVEEDD :):)

My Love.

2009-06-21T23:57:00.000-07:00

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights

I'm So Missing You, My Love.

Mend My Broken Heart

2009-06-19T00:43:00.000-07:00

How can you forget?

Your First kiss?
Someone who gave you a lot of happy memories?
The one who's always running on your mind?
When you're in love so much?
When your love is so deep?
The one who makes you complete?
The person you are the most comfortable with?
The one who gave you the sweetest hug?
Someone who makes your world go round?
Someone who makes fairy tales into reality?

Teach me.
How can i forget.

And mend my broken heart.

Don't break,
Don't break my heart,
and I won't break your heart shaped glasses.

<3

My Heart.

2009-06-16T23:55:00.000-07:00

Excuse me?
You stepped on MY HEART.

You're hurting me
by breaking my heart.

I need you

2009-06-15T22:49:00.000-07:00

And as everything night goes by
With every lovely tear I cry
It's do clear to me
I need you by my side

This is the hardest part.
The part that i am scared of.

Things change and happen for a reason, i know.
But i'll need time to accept it ; need time to heal this pain.

I didn't want you to stop loving me. Of course.
I want your love. Yours. Only.

Can't help but feel bad too.
Your promises. You didn't do them. You just said them.

I trusted you. But you wasted my trust.
And you threw my heart. It's the most painful part.

A~~Happy~~ Sad Ending.

<3

2009-06-15T21:27:00.000-07:00

What is LOVE? The real meaning of love?

LOVE IS A RIDDLE...

...it's hard to figure out.

**but i'm sure about one thing. LOVE IS BLIND. =))

You can't define it on your own
until you feel it,
from the bottom of your ~~heart~~
hypothalamus :)